Aint No Gold Digger

2007-07-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO!i successfully hacked into your blogger account.HAHAHA.think i cant do it right?HAHAHA.

ANYWAY.Shawn jus had a suprise birthday bbq and here are the pics.

Seven Days In Sunny June.

2006-11-15T10:26:00.000-08:00

Yea kids time for updates. firstly, i'd like to wish all the dudes and dudettes who are taking their supp paper tmr all the best!! kenny, weixuan, sam, jerome, sheryl all the best guys!! went to expo today for some cip, i almost killed the little rascals man. then came home for MATHS TUITION!! i mean who has tuition during the holidays man! its ok next year its the last yr for the As. waiting for the eng vs holland match. holland is so going to whoop englands ass man, i like eng though. gg genting at the end of dec, dunno wat im gg to do there but im gg.yea. alrite man i have nth else to spill. so. goodbye!

its you, i know it.

Nothing to do.

2006-10-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

Wat up boys and girls.. guess wat. I FREAKIN PROMOTED BABE!!!!! NO SUBPAPERS NO NEED MEET BRO PAUL WHATSOEVER!!!!! ok thats the high part. whoohoo! jus finshed watching man u not long ago ROONEY HAT TRICK BABY! yea! wen to watch the prestige ytd, its a freaking cool show yea one of the best in awhile. theres op dry run on monday and tuesday so need to rush our op slides the gang coming over tomorrow to finish it up, i hope we'll do well. thats all for now i guess see you guys soon.

mark henry

2006-10-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

BOO!

In My Dreams.

2006-10-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

Tagged by sam haha.The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their PERFECT lovers. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged.
1. Love music any genre's cool
2. happy-go-lucky, not too serious
3. Not too emo.
4. cute and not act cute
5. Not too tall, shorter than me
6. nice person, not tempremental
7. fun person to be with
8. not self-centered

(not in order of importance)(anyway, everyone isnt perfect. so like i said, in my dreams)

Runaway.

2006-10-04T08:17:00.000-07:00

wat up kids. life's shit man, i screwed my maths and i think i jus screwed my life thanks to promos. im not pissed that i wont pass maths, cause i din freaking touch maths at all but im jus running away from mr lim man. i dunno wat to do, H1 is this coming monday, econs. hope to pass econs man, jus crap my way through and hopefully i can pass. hav detention tmr, thanks to some dumb shit ass bitch who was walking around. im at fault, and this is the second shit ass time tat i got detention in like 5 years. to think life was good in secondary school. jc life suck shit man! got f-ed by my parents today, whoo! cannot tahan! i dont wan to get back my results man. i guess ill be retaining man. tats life dude, face the consequences. soccer match this saturday, how can play well man. long time din play soccer wit my mates man, its about time.

alritey i guess im done for now. chill.

Panic.

2006-09-12T09:42:00.000-07:00

yea wat up again man. its about 1230am, thanks to sam i have to update my blog. i guess i need someone to force me to write. NOT! o yea before i forget. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA AND LINGYI. like 30 mins ago. school finishes at 1 this whole week damn shiok, but wont study. and that crap man, promos is like next week and im slacking liek hell baby! went to get their presents today, and sam accidently peeped at what we were buying, but nvm she'll find out sooner or lata man. after that went to coffee bean with minnie mouse(jus the head). time for me to start mugging my ass off man, if not ill prolly turn up in SP next year. whoohoo!

move along dude!

Sweet Child

2006-08-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

Yea, wat up world. Life sucks man, theres this thing called the promos. its scary shit man, dont want to get retained and start all over again. Have been studying wit my study group lately, hopefully the results will come, im lost man, totally lost. theres a paranoi'a in my head and i dont know how to treat it man. i dont smile as much as i used to, o shit man. i guess its ok to puke the day away, sometimes. not always though. the late nights are back, and that sucks. o well i guess its about adapting man, i miss the days at tw but i guess its time to move along. its different now, its no longer about jamming, its no longer about the court, its all about the grades. lets jus pray that ill get help from God. o yea i have some people to thank, bear wit me man im sorri if ur names not in man.

Hisham- for bringing the smiles and also the rap game.
Von- for bringing the hoops.
Hancai- for bringing the speedos.

BACK FOUR forever baby!

kenny and sam CHUA- for fighting among themselves and leaving me to laugh at them. chill man:D
Olive JiaHE- The best Yew Tee and 985 partner ever! not forgetting the many times that u saved my butt!
Gerard- for listening to Beast and the Harlot with me!
Ivan- for the atittude that he brings durong lessons. its all study baby!
Avenged Sevenfold- for giving a head-banging experience that has never been felt before.
of course my mum and dad.

Someday somehow im going to make it alright.

One Last Breath

2006-08-14T05:24:00.000-07:00

First day of school today, after not gg to school for the whole of the last week, im freaking lost. Its a bad time to get lost man, bad bad time. Its time to get back on track man, yea wen to jurong library to study wit ivan ytd, its alrite had to study on a freaking sofa though, went to play a lil pool after that. came home uncle joe came over helped him with his new laptop, looked cool man, its black. sam, jiaHE and kenny came over to my place on saturday, studied a lil, crapped alot. fried some eggs for them, had a mini bbq, yea its cool. went to west mall to eat today, wit ivan and olive. after tat came home slept was supposed to have the threads in my mouth removed today, but the clinic was closed, have to wait till tmr i guess. yea.

End.

I'll give my heart to you.
i'll give my heart cause,
nothing can compare, in this world, to you.

trashed and scattered.

2006-08-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

Wat up ppl. using my dads comp to wirte this entry. everytime i wan to write something would stop me from writing, finally found to time man. Had my wisdom tooth plucked out last saturday, check this out man a freaking 7 day MC! Whoo!! good stuff man, but no pain to gain man. yeap national day week so happy national day to Singapore. been hanging around wit the dudes and dudettes from class lately, tuesday kenny lingyi weixuan to 'study', we studied the tv more though so that was cool, played some dumb hand games that was cool too. wei xuan and jiaHE had to leave early but olive came back after she went home to change. hanged out with the gang today also, went to the esplanade library to study, at least i tried dude. went to ps to makan den see if we could catch a movie, but couldnt. headed down to meridian to play pool and talk shit man. talked about relationship today haha! it was crappy but cool.

sometimes it doesnt seem like what it is man, but someday things will spill. someday it will spill someday.

Miss Murder

2006-07-19T05:14:00.000-07:00

Wat up dudes and dudettes. long time no see yea, some updates first. first of all my mid-yrs is totally f-ed up, some ppl are jus happy for me and i've got nno idea why. its f-ing screwed man its like the first time in my life i faild more then 2 subjects whoo. tough days man tough days. but school's getting better after each day though, so that rocks shit man. black lights and tapestrey this friday and saturday do go down to check out the bands there, they rock shit!! i missed baybeats man, should've gone on the first day. The good'o soccer days seem to be dissappearing man, its all about studying now and that sucks man. o yea do come down to crescent girls' on the 29th of july, ronin will be there. they rock shit man. someone please giv me inspiration, so that i can start studying for my promos, im so going to get hell from my parents after the ptm shit. o well i guess tats it see u soon babe!

Chapter 4

If I Were You

2006-06-06T09:12:00.000-07:00

What up guys. i guess my blog is back online again. having my 1 month hols now, need to start studyin man. ill be screwed if i dont.
theres so many things to look forward for man, world cup is this friday. FOOTBALL FEVER BABY!!!

o well

theres so much things to do man. lets hope that theres still time.
i cant rmb wat else to say i guess im that bored.
BORED SHIT

Don't speak

2006-04-18T06:09:00.000-07:00

Yes yes, found the time to write another post. school has been alrite so far, my dad got baptised last sunday had fun at the party. the place belonged to my uncle its called detention class, its cool man. all the drinks... whoo! theres a street soccer tournament this sat hope we do well man. schools ok so far got alot of work to do, but still got a lil time to sleep though. going back to tw this friday for some motivational talk haha! try to motivate the students at tw. yea rite man.

you're back... tats good. pls dun go missing again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSU AND HONGYU!

Just The Girl

2006-04-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

Im back man, after a long time i finally had time for 1 post. school is shit man, the workload is killer man. the people there are nice ppl man thank God for that. o yea theres Joga this saturday at bedok cant wait man, yea. o well everthings fine so far, i hope it'll continue to be this way.

cause she's bittersweet
I hope things will turn out right

Waking The Fallen

2006-03-20T05:05:00.000-08:00

Damn, i was looking through some pictures of 4B, and i found out that i seriously miss the good'o days man. we've been tgt for 2 whole years, we've been through all the shit tgt man, its hard to seperate man. But we move on yea.

Peace Out!

The Tied Rises

2006-03-02T05:31:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Fort Minor Mania man! Whoo!! went to the airport in the morning to catch them, its cool. got pictures with tak, cheapshot and Ryu, but no mike. All of them signed my album though, so tat was cool. aft that i went to lavender to meet weiliang to get his passport renewed. went home to get changed and then to the fort minor concert. It ROCKED SHIT BABY!! Every song rocked the house baby! there was this group called the black violin. whoo! they rocked shit too man! after that we went to the back of the stadium to see them. tak cheapshot and ryu came out.

It was hell of a concert man

FORT MINOR
Shinoda
Takbir
Ryu
DJ Cheapshot

Rage and love

2006-02-27T08:11:00.000-08:00

Somedays i feel like shit
Somedays i want to quit
and just be special for abit

hey man, guess whos back man. heh. i damn broke now. o well mus start savin man. im here to let out some rage and some love man. here goes. FUCK YOU MAN! You're a fuckin pile of shit.

talks alot man, o well. Fort Minor is coming to town baby, im just gonna fuck everything and have fun baby.

waste of time my ass!

Teck Whye

2006-02-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

O boy. heres the story. i went into tw with 200 pts, then it was the last school. bottom. i almost killed myself. but now i love every single min of it, this school is just great man, ill miss the times, and the people. the last ever time our class would come tgt was on friday, the release of results. everyone was glad to see each other. i tell u, i din expect what i got. totally not expected.

heres to teck whye: rock on guys!

long time.

2006-01-31T06:44:00.000-08:00

hey man, how long has it been man. o well happy chinese new year! went to friends hse for the past few days, gambled some $$ away though. met all my good'o buds, its been awhile guys! this weekend going to the relatives hse, its abit late though. o well. i need more money baby!! not going sch tmr, going to make my specs, i broke mine while cleaning it. hulkster! nah.

o well, results coming soon, im praying hard man, super hard!

Its Green.

2006-01-24T02:44:00.000-08:00

On HOLIDAY!

Morning After

2006-01-19T05:07:00.000-08:00

Hey man. School is getting rough? got hmk to do got things to study. theres question mark of whether to go jc or poly though. helped my class make a lentern for cny. need to do some broadcasting thing for chinese, luckily i just have to act and not say a word. thats all good. soccer tournament tmr, hopefully our house wins, playing the goalkeeper? haha! ill try my best though.
Hopefully can meet some of the old school gang this weekend, and have some fun tgt again.
saturday celebrating veronica's bday, she's goin to die man! haha!
my class is like super smart? study all the way man. not my kind of enviroment? haha! free-time= time to study. thats it. thats life man. not!

what the hell happened? im sorry if its my fault but at least tell me what happen. dont have to be like this.

Its All Good.

2006-01-13T01:38:00.000-08:00

Hey man, im havin fun at pioneer man! but they have too much rules man. no playing soccer in the basketball court is the worst one man. o well. im having fun man, ha! hopefully i can form a band in time for pioneerama, might be playing holiday by greeday. Hopefully. The next thing that makes my day is FORT MINOR! haha! i jus blasted the speakers in the hall playing the album, kinda like a preview to their concert but only thing half as loud. FORT MINOR FOREVER BABY! yea. cant wait for the concert man, 1st march is the day man.

we were divided from our ogs today, acc to our subject combinations. its cool, can meet new people and all. o well i hope we have fun until the results get released. FORT MINOR!

its been long

2006-01-08T05:37:00.001-08:00

hey man. been quite busy lately, had to go to school. damn, haven't talked to my sec sch friends for a long time man. dude we need some thime to catch up! tmr hopefully they'll be goin to hy's hse for the party. FORT MINOR IS COMING TO TOWN BABY!!! like greenday said "when u've got a great concert to go to that night, u just f everything else" haha! yea baby! cant wait man!!

u know smt, i went to church alone today, and i met neil. he said everytime i see u it reminds me of sadness and he says that im depressed, cause im always frowning. u think so? i dont know man, he might be true. i guess i should be more relaxed man. drink more! hahha! the next big thing is definately the fort minor concert baby!! hopefully that would help. alrite.

everyone's been busy, and i dont know wat i should do man. please show me the way.

FORT MINOR!!!!!!!!

its been long

2006-01-08T05:37:00.000-08:00

Stuck.

2006-01-04T05:13:00.000-08:00

Shit dude, went to pjc for the past 2 days, and i tell u. im bloody stuck man, i shall see wat happens during the few weeks here. had fun though.

ill tell you smt, i sat on my bed that day and thought about the things ive done. and i realised that some things are just not possible, yeap. im sorry. i guess this is where we've come to.
no more man! no more!

Hate It or Love It

2005-12-30T20:55:00.000-08:00

You know wat. lets just f it man. forget it.

hey man, this week was fun man! some came to ma hse, went to yuting's hse, went for bbq, went to chinablack. wooohooo! im a happy man! today's new year's eve, jus woke up. and im still tired, ha! wat the heck. probably going to esplanade to drink some ribena tonight. alrite man it'll be fun man! HAPPY NEW YEAR! ha! soon. im goin to have fun till my oants drop baby! no worries!

im sorry that i ever felt that way, its so wrong.

lost.

2005-12-21T09:00:00.000-08:00

dude, i have like one week for the hols. den off to school at pjc. no idea wats its like man. o well, went to play x box today with kavee and his cousins. had fun though, then went to his house for some fun too. den came home at abt 8.30. aft tat slacked like hell. theres a party at gregs hse on the 24th like mid nite? hopefully i can go. cause nex day i have to go out again. it would be christmas man. cant wait man! haha! shit dude i lost my cable for the guitar, i think i left it at the jamming studio yesterday, darn it. ill probably get a new one tomorrow. but ill nedd some $$. heh!

you're missing again. hope ure doing fine. hopefully u wont be missing tmr. pls.

It seems like.

2005-12-20T08:39:00.000-08:00

hey baby! i miss u so! went jammin today, with gab greg and his bro. was quite fun man! den came home and went to U T park for soccer. i dont wish to say wat happened then cause it stinks. ok thats that. then went to church for confession came home at abt 10 plus and now im stuck here. bored shit man! talkin on msn though at least have smt to do. so darn lonely man! only kid, cant blame me rite? ha! my new inspiration is officially brad delson man! from linkin park! he rocks shit baby!

o damn. i hope you're good. take care alrite. hope to see ya soon man! one day!

Im glad.

2005-12-19T07:32:00.000-08:00

hey man, went to get presents today, then benny came to my house for some guitar lessons. tunued my guitar for me, now i can play linkin park songs baby! its my dream man, woo!!! met darsa at night and went to maccy donalds to talk. was bored then. yeap hopefully tomorrow we can go out yea, im bored.

im glad to see you happy! HAHA! glad u liked it! im super glad! its all abt the smile on ur face man! o well. someday man. someday.

Ah, You're Leaving.

2005-12-18T22:34:00.000-08:00

Christmas is comin! and im happy! yeap ytd had a party, it was fun. played bingo and blackjackk. im bored man. waiting for benny to come over for some jammin. o well i guess thats it for today man will write soon!

mayb im just paranoid? damn. i can never know what you do.

I'll Never Know

2005-12-17T07:59:00.000-08:00

Hey man. Went out a little while today, to do some stuff. Walked down memory lane too. haha! yeap. then came home slept and went to church, they had a 20 thousand dollar christmas tree. it was woo! ha! yea man, then came home to watch man u, they won 2-0 i liked that! yeap. im good man. tomorrow's the party man! lets hope everyone comes, and nothing stupid happens.

i'll probably never get to know what you're thinking, but i hope someday my wish will come true.

AMOS!

Just One

2005-12-15T04:14:00.000-08:00

Hey man. Went jamming today, rock shit baby! yeap, after that went for soccer at limbang park. after that came home and now im alone. how fun is that eh? went to watch king kong yesterday, quite a nice show though. the big monkey chasing a girl and all. it was fun. yeap thats all man. im just missing something.

So Far away. Just a chance, just one.

Are We the Waiting.

2005-12-13T05:17:00.000-08:00

hey man! im tired dude, but im good. went to serene's hse for her birthday, then play soccer at limbang park. it was fun though. Bullet in the Bible rocks my pants baby! inspired man! HA! o well, ill still be the waiting. it has been very long but im still waiting man! someday just oneday, hopefully its all going to happen!

Im still praying at night, and every night theres ur name in my prayers. :D

The Young and The Hopeful

2005-12-12T05:08:00.000-08:00

Hey man. How have you been? im good, maybe. i do not know. went to funan wit dars today. he had to change smt, and aft tat went to find serene's present. i tot it was cool. ha! O yea, someone was confirmed yesterday. Ha! Proud already man! yeap. im done. Happy Birthday Serene!

Lets just hope man.

Long.

2005-12-09T07:33:00.000-08:00

How long has it been? Pls tell me. Dont go. shit.

One moment. Ill be waiting.

Tied

2005-12-07T05:56:00.000-08:00

Hey, its been awile man. i have been missin u. Ha! Its been days sinced we talked. Where'd you go? someday man. im still praying though, hopefully someday. today went to get yunus' present and got his cake. for tomorrow. hopefully it'll be fun. ure still missing.

Little By Little

2005-12-03T05:33:00.000-08:00

Hey man, just came back from gathering with my old mates, linton, sham, tong, jorge, nicholas and pris. It was fun. Its been awhile sinced we met, and its a cool day. ate at BK, went to play pool, den went over to p.s. its fun. waiting for the man u match to start. im bored man. yeap i guess ill stop here.

Dont worry, im here to help. hopefully one day it will come.

back.

2005-12-02T10:05:00.000-08:00

Hey man. im back! the chalet was fun man! i liked it. im tired now man. just went to play snooker with my dad, lost 3 racks. played best of 5 games i was close though. ill beat him some day. dude, u rmb i was hopeful tat day? guess wat nth happened. o well :D. someday man someday, see hopeful again. going to meet my primary school friends tomorrow, hopefuly it'll be fun. its a surprise!! HAHA!

Hopefully, someday it will be alright.

Right Now

2005-11-29T06:11:00.000-08:00

Dude, i cant get enough of the rising tied man! especially 'where'd you go', its a classic! its a sad song but goodness, its cool! im goin to the chalet tomorrow all the way till friday. i gonna miss you man! haha. its ok, once i get home ill visit! c ya soon man! Lets hope it goes well :D!

Where'd You Go.

2005-11-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

I bought the rising tied today! im telling you is the best album eva!!! im going to be like mike shinoda someday man. shit!! he's the shit man! i cant explain it man. Mike fer life baby!! haha. the songs are cool, the bass is woooo! the beat is boom! woo! shit dude! Thanks mike u saved my ass man! i can listen to the album al day long baby! someday someday im goin to be like him man! FORT MINOR FOREVER BABY!

im sorry man. im takin the high road.

Goal!

2005-11-27T04:42:00.000-08:00

I jus watch goal. its a darn nice show man. santiago! haha! o well. i've got a confession to make man. i dunno. i found this song that the played at the prom, 'i can't cry hard enough', its a nice song man. im learning it and hopefully someone will listen. i cant sing it though. haha! yeap, hopefully, someday man. i cant forget.

No Way

2005-11-24T19:43:00.000-08:00

Had Prom las nite. it was a blast baby! guess wat man i won the award for best bapok? its all fun though. din dance man, no atmosphere and the songs were sick. everyone looked good though, tat was cool. after tat when back to the hotel, den went out again walked to nowhere and went back again. din sleep the whole night. o well, its over man, and i din get my dance. u owe me one!!! haha! its all good.

Dude, i dunno what to say man. im stuck.

Just Once.

2005-11-18T23:58:00.000-08:00

Hey. It Hasnt been good man. Its the worst. anyway Fort Minor's The Rising Tied Coming out on Tuesday, u bet im going top get it. I Hope i can get my guitar tomorrow, other than that theres not excitement left. Im just so sorry, to myself and everyone else. i havent been the best man. O shit. wat to do man. wat to do. Guess wat man i just heard some songs off Fort Minor's album, and i tell you it rock shit baby! its the shit man! uh-huh. I hope im not hated man. i din want this to happen to any of us. not me. i just din noe. Bleh. hahha! just smile. Cause Mike's coming the save ma ass! hope. hope.

This is it

2005-10-17T19:36:00.000-07:00

Graduation day today, memorable one dude! im lazy to type out wat happen man. no one needs to know aniway. I'll miss you guys man, although i get shot down countless times but i hope its all good man! bio practical tomorrow, i hope it'll be easy.

Why is everybody so petrified petrified
step aside
drop that drop that

Class of 2005 baby!
Will always rmb you guys
brothers and sisters!

I guess its all over i wont be trying no more. i give up man, i hope not though. lets see if time helps me. busy mugging man.

Could it be. Manchester United 3 Sunderland 1

2005-10-16T20:24:00.000-07:00

Yea man u won again yesterday! hahaha. tats tat.

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around

Dude its sad man i just cant stop thinking abt the 4 years that i had man. its just not right for it to end! yea love em all baby! 2morrows graduation ceremony lets hope no one crys, dont worry man we'll stick together baby! im already thinking abt the next gathering, dude we cant spilt up man! we just cant.

Goodbye!
Teck Whye!

Thats a poem for ya!

damn help me baby!

The Last Goodbye?

2005-10-14T20:55:00.000-07:00

Dude guess wat man, my 4 years at Teck Whye officially ended today! No more time tables to follow. damn its sad dude, but hey o levels coming man worry about that!

So you sailed awayInto a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stayLove can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

Man tats sad! Shit cant take it no more!

2 days left

2005-10-12T20:15:00.000-07:00

Imagine this you just had 4 yrs of secondary school and its all going to end this friday! shit dude!
Hey Hey thats life man. O well looks like there wont be no check mate watsoeva aft o lvl. its going to be plain fun baby! well almost. Serene gave me this Linkin Park poster, so i thank her very much! Got bastardised by almost everybody today, and that stinks man. especially Cheryl, she had it all planned man. yea so im glad tats over.

Friday is the last day man. last recess. last 1 hour periods. last time u have to check ur time table. last time u get to sit with ur friend next to you. last time u have to assemble outside the hall with ur group of friends. How does tat feel? yea i noe, dun have to cry baby.

Looks like i failed this time round but im not going to budge the door open no more. im jus going to let God take over in that area cause i cant control it. and its tat cruel.

I thank the Lord for helping me in the tough times. I thank the Lord for everthing that he has done for me. but its still not the time to give up man. not the time to do so. Amen.

My Friends!

2005-10-11T21:31:00.000-07:00

Well, i guess its officially over, it will just make it worst man. Alrite wateva just very disappointed now.

today was a crappy day, everything seems crappy.

Shit Shit Shit! six feet from the edge thinking of something thats seems impossible!

O well wat can i do man theres only so much i can do. It was all going well, at least i thought so.

Leaving Teck Whye Sec soon. friday is the last of my school days! man its hard to let go, after all that we've been through as a class. Man...

TWSS 1B class of 2002
TWSS 2A class of 2003
TWSS 3B Class of 2004
TWSS 4B class of 2005

TWSS NPCC 2002 batch
TWSS Studets Council 1st batch

Sridarsa
Weiliang
Cheryl
Hong Yu
Serene
Yunus
Malek
Kavee
Jovey
Sutris

and the rest
Remember The Names!

I'll miss the days man! What a way to end my days in school!

Its Coming! Soon...

2005-10-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

Everyday its piling baby, people will never know if u tell them and even if you do there's no predicting whats going to happen after tat. its kavees bday tomorrow lets all have fun yea! Passed to Cheryl her 'surprise', its all good! just take it slow man! take it slow. yea o levels coming have to study hard shawn its your last exam and then party! i guess thats when ill make the move. the real 'check-mate'!

Its coming i can feel it i know it! Believe Me! I'll let you know soon!

Never Gone

2005-10-08T22:37:00.000-07:00

Today was fun baby! went to school at 7.30 am for physics, then went for english. No shit dude got a B3 for my english, but not good enogh i guess. yea, den went to orchard with Cheryl and Co. Had fun like hell ate at crystal jade and yes the xiao long baos! was super satisfying baby! yea then went to walk but din buy anithing though, tats sad man but its all good baby! when i came home got scolding from my dad cause i din go novena. it was sad at the end though had to walk home alone waited for Cheryl at the bus stop out side limbang park tat was fun haha!

Man the feeling is still here and it just bottles up after every single night. i think about it even when i sleep even when i look at my book its everywhere! It'll be let out soon i guess i wan it to be let out but im just afraid of the future. afraid of the effects tat would take place. afriad that it would affect somebody else, i do not know!

It's starting again!

2005-10-03T19:42:00.000-07:00

I have got no idea wats happenin to me lately, shit im denying the fact that i should jus let go of somethings man. im just suffering dude, see there are just two options drop lit take a maths drop amths take lit. I've got no idea, but i'll just try my best. damn i shouldnt be in this situaton now man, it reli stinks. i got no idea wat to do next, got so much problems to solve so so much left for me to do, i'll guess i'll just pray to God hopefully he'll tell me something. Goodness just hate this feeling of sadness that u just noe something's wrong and its just more than wat it really is. Its too heavy dude, will someone pls take some of it off me. I think i just have the song to listen too man. Dude it seriously stinks man i guess very little people will be able to help me. Someone pls help!

Shit begins today!

It's Been Awhile, Fulham 2 Manchester United 3

2005-10-02T12:06:00.000-07:00

yea man. finally had the time to write today. the weeks been very rush man exams are over for the moment but more crap still to come. yea and ytd was balls man, got screwed by my parents cause of some reasons that will be the same reasons for years to come. shit shit shit jus so fed up. yea friday went for steamboat it was fun man! cooked and all ate till the shop closed. yea cheryl ran into some problems again was complainin all abt it but i guess it will be ok. in the end it will. saw the match last night it was a great first half the second half was disappointing though but we won anyway! now stuck alone at home o well tats all for now will wirte aft tuition.

IT WILL BE ALRIGHT.

Manchester United 2 Benfica 1

2005-09-28T18:50:00.000-07:00

YEAH BABY! Man u won thanks to RVN's goal six mins from time! have yet to see the match but im going to see the replay no matter wat baby! Alrite today had 3 papers e maths and bio p1 and p2.. Maths was a ok but bio was a killer. ok balls to tat yea met Mr Sim after school said im doing ok for chinese jus need to work on paper 2 and ill be fine so tat was good too. Got home rested till now going to study lit later. I saw this match on tv just now Barcelona versus Udinese, whoo! Ronaldinho Messi Eto'o Xavi Van Bommel Puyol Deco! whatta team baby! i think it will be a good match if man u and barca meet for the final! Ronaldinho had a hat trick all the goals superb! 4-1! Hopefully im goin steamboat on saturday if everthing goes well it should be fine, we'll have so much fun, lets put our hopes right where it belong first yea.

A Maths
Lit
Science

3 papers left

alrite will write again soon

Something different Everyday

2005-09-27T13:45:00.000-07:00

Damn it. cant change this dumb skin wtf man, this stinks. Yea had lit today and physics too i guess physics was ok but lit, lets try not to touch on that. yea Cheryl's whining again haha. poor her man have to balance everthing by herself. o well im atleast helping a lil. Im trying to stop the "..." habit, so im using the comas and jus 1 full stop. yea i guess its working.

Lit
A maths
Comb Sci
Bio
e maths

5 papers left baby!

For prelim 2 that is.

Man United playin in two days Champions League versus benfica, C'mon UNITED!

Alrite will write again when i feel like it.

Manchester Untied 1 Blackburn 2

2005-09-26T21:15:00.000-07:00

Damn yea Man U lost was jus watching the highlights of the match. nothing seems to be going right for me man nothing till the day i got my
chinese o lvls nothing has gone right weel excpet for some other stuff.
Shit balls man!
Exams here too

DAMN!

Yea doing lit!

Crap

2005-09-26T19:44:00.000-07:00

Damn i guessed i said something that i shouldnt have said sometime ago but wat the heck man.
This is my first single! no first post to be exact... i guess the exam stress is getting to me man need to find somewhere to write out my frustrations and all the balls too.
You see the Prelims are here and its not helping me understand the subject more man its just BALLS.

Shit i really shoudnt have said it and i shouldnt have done the things i have.

Wat the heck off to lit man that stinks too.